Abhay singh 30 Mar 2023 आलेख दुःखद Bure din 26780 0 Hindi :: हिंदी

Namaskar doston main Shivam Singh aap sabhi ka swagat Abhinandan karta hun mere blog per mere sath Jo bhi ho raha hai meri jindagi mein main aap logon ke sath use share karna chahta hun main logon Ko yah batana chahta Hun ki khushhal jindagi is tarah se kisi ki galatfahmi ki vajah se barbad ho sakti hai maine jivan mein bahut sare Sukh dekhen bahut sare dukh mere jivan mein bhi bahut sari ashaen thi Jo ek hi jhatake mein khatm ho gai Mera Bachpan ka beet Gaya meri jameen sagai mujhe kuchh pata nahin chala Bachpan bhi Mera barbad Kiya javani meri Badnaam Hui bachpan ke Dinon Ko yad karta hun to Rona aata hai vahi Chhota sa purana kaccha Makan donon Baba ke Parivar ek hi sath rahte the hamare Baba ji do Bhai the jinke donon logon ka parivar ek hi sath rahata tha Ghar mein sabhi miljul kar rahe the bade Prem se ek dusre ke Sukh dukh mein bhag lete the donon bhai sath mein khet ka khet mein kam karne jaate aur sham ko thake a rahe Ghar per aate to sham ko sath mein baithkar khana khate ek hi sath rahte the donon mein sab kuchh ek nahin hota tha Mera janm usi ghar mein purane ghar mein 1995 mein hua main bada hua thoda school jaane layakGhar se thodi duri per nursery khuli thi Jahan per Mira dakhila hua pahli ka class mein main gaon ki chhoti chhoti bacchon ke sath school Jaya Karta tha bahut sari man mein ashaen thi bahut sare man mein shikayten bhi thi UN Dinon Ko yad karta hun school jana hai school se aana Laut kar khana khana khane khana khane ke bad atma dhona FIR school bhi mile hue homework ko pura karna mummy ke dant sunna per sham ko chaupal mein sabke sath baithkar kahaniyan sunna bahut hi anandmay jivan jita tha UN Dinon Ko yad Karta Hun to mujhe Rona a jata tha vah bhi kya din the Masti bhare kudna Na koi jhanjhat Na koi shikayat Na hi kisi chij ki chah bus ek alag hi umang rahti thi man mein Holi Diwali rakshabandhan sare tyohar bade hi dhumdham se manae jaate the dipawali ke din mujhe acche se yad hai hamare ghar mein tractor tha iska Puja hoti thi sham ko aur dher sari padakon ke sath sham ko Masti karte the ham Apne chacha ke sath Holi mein sabhi bacchon ke sath ham khelte the bhedbhav nahin hota tha ghar ka bantwara ho gaya Charon bhai अलग-अलग Rahane Lage pakke Makan main bhi thoda bada hua paanchvi class mein mera naam darj karaya Gaya pass ke hi prathmik Vidyalay mein 2005 ki baat hai FIR ham mummy papa ke sath Delhi chale Gaye syster ka ilaaj karvane ke liye vahan per bhi din hamare Sahi nahin chal rahi thi vahan per sarkari school mein hamara dakhila huavahin pass ke hi bacchon ke sath school jaane Lage sham ko wapas aate FIR mummy ke sath mummy ke kamon mein hath batate peace banvate 29 banane ke bad Jo paise milte usse hamara kharcha chalta tha dipawali I Mera Bhai chhat per patakhon ki awaaz sunkar todne Laga इधर-उधर jiski vajah se vah chhat se gir Gaya jisse uska hath Tut Gaya FIR vahan uska ilaaj hua FIR vahan ham log thode hi din ke FIR vahan se ham log ghar chale aayemain धीरे-धीरे badha hua high school mein Gaya Sahab Singh inter College mein Mera dakhila hua main school jata daily padhaai Karta logon ke sath padhne mein bhi tha Dosti banane mein bhi avval tha bahut sare mere dost the har acche bure kam Mera sath dete the paper hua result kuchh khas nahin hai jiski vajah se mujhe dobara Naam likhana pada high school mein sar dobara Mera 75% banaa FIR Maine interview Pratapgarh se naam likhaya interview hamare acche number aaye FIR Maine BSc Kiya Java SE bhoj University se 3 sal vahan per humne khoob Masti ki doston ke sath jaate burger se dher sari bike lekar hamare dost Hain अलग-अलग sab log ke pass अलग-अलग bike thi FIR ham log dher sari bhai ko ke sath paper dene jaate b2014 hamare liye sabse bure din the kyunki hamari barbadi ki shuruaat bhi vahin se Hui mere Mathe per ek kalank lag Gaya 27 chala Gaya kisi ne mujhse ek bar bhi nahin poochha ki is baat mein kitni sacchai hai log aapas mein hi baten karne lage vahi se yah baat faltu Chali gai ek bar bhi nahin socha ki jis ladke ko gaon ki kabhi koi ladki nahin kahbke jaa pai ki Shivam tumhari nigah galat hai gaav ka koi bhi vyakti nahi kah paya ki Shivam kabhi hamare darvàaje par faltu baithne aya meri badanaami ke din vahi se suru huye samay bitaya gaya mai kamane ke liye noida chala gaya waha maine 3saal naukari ki fir vahi se hamare gaav ke kisi vyakti ne hamara video virel karva diya ye baat 2016-17 ki hai fir ham vaha se chale aaye fir ham surat chale gaye 2saal vaha naukari ki fir waha bhi vahi hua waha se bhi ham chale aaye khun ke ghut pikar apne din gujarne Lage fir Na koi dost kaam aya na koi ristedaar jante sabhi log hai lekin batata koi nahi 
Meri sadi hui eak bachha hua unke chehare dekh kar jine laga logo ki galiya khanabas ab yahi dincharya ban gaya hai na kisi chij ki chahat na koi saukh sab kuchh khatam ho gaya aage ki jindagi kaise jiyunga pata nahi 
Mujhe mere hi ghar me badnaam kar diya gaya 
Kisi ne eak baar bhi sachchai janane ki kosis tak nahi ki mai begunàah hu maine koi gunah nahi kiya mera sirf itna gunah hai ki mai Garib hu ladana nahi janta 
Ab aap log batao mujhe kya karna chahiye niche kament jarur kare